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My Sacrifices, My Demands

by The Bedroom Witch

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1.
Meltdown 01:24
2.
Tonight 04:16
tonight I'm making a list of my sacrifices and my demands bury the notes deep into the sand before I thought I had no say in my past but you and I will never work and you know I will never learn to recover with you still around beautiful sadness, I wish you the best you deserve all the showers that will rain when you've confessed covered in roses, embellished lament covered in roses, adorning resentment tonight the stage has been lit with your embers covered in roses, embellished lament covered in roses, adorn your resentment tonight everything's changing before my very own eyes tonight you deserve all the showers where I've left you to die tonight but you and I will never work and you and I will never learn to love each other we won't last together tonight and you and I will never learn to love each other we won't last together tonight I'm making a list of my sacrifices and my demands (never learn, never learn) bury the notes deep into the sand
3.
Limitations 03:56
precariously, i don't know how to make way (always falling) the petals and the leaves mark the age of your day (always rotting) and he spread a fire all over my land my flesh became ash, the rest in their hands so you can't take me more than they have the walls made of glass my limitations i never knew anybody i truly needed (always searching) i know exactly what you mean when you say you never met (someone like me before) I work with my limitations in exchange for patience it's never wise to flood the gates of a secret (always falling) back to the woes I keep inside of my closet (always rotting) and he spread a fire all over my land my flesh became ash, the rest in their hands and you never will understand that I take what i can my limitations I've been the fuel for as long as I needed I've been refused the chance to ever refill it
4.
I want to stop caring I want to stop carrying I am safe as long as I don't tell you what they named me loyal to the spell intentions that I keep rewriting over again all over again I give it to you with just enough distance to look in her eyes they're like a mirror, familiar, when I get out of the trance echoes of futures and pasts listening to the voices in my head that tell me I want to stop caring I want to stop carrying I want to stop carrying the weight of you sweet, sweet darling go sleep and now it's your turn to get warm in my coat I give it to you I'm giving it back to you I want to stop caring I want to stop carrying I want to stop carrying the weight of you I give it to you
5.
See Nothing 03:39
I feel the guilt in this world, greedy with pride we're alone in this room so tell me what has time done? tell me what have I done? I'm taking a seat at an end of the table and left the other end open for you how do you forgive yourself for letting the dark thoughts get you carried away with the temptation to stay there to a point where you see nothing? I'm getting carried away with the temptation to say that I was wrong to think you want me our eyes still meet wherever my mind goes have I become the rose you picked on your way home? (will you be there to light the candles?) that you will set between us so I know that I am still desirable how do you forgive yourself for letting the dark thoughts get you carried away with the temptation to stay there to a point where you see nothing? (our eyes still meet wherever my mind goes) I'm getting carried away with the temptation to say that I was wrong to think you want me (have I become the rose you picked on your way home?) you're just staring at me, I'm so tired of being patient trying to get a reaction (break the rules and tell me) am I still desirable? I'm taking a seat at an end of the table and left the other end open for you how do you forgive yourself for letting the dark thoughts get you carried away with the temptation to stay there to a point where you see nothing? (our eyes still meet wherever my mind goes) I'm getting carried away with the temptation to say that I was wrong to think you want me (have I become the rose you picked on your way home?)
6.
run from the storm that follows you like the galloping horses circling around a glowing wound did you know that I am a force? Light as a feather stiff as remorse hide under covers you're drenched in my wrath run from the storm that calls for you it turns all your fears into water to translate your name into thunder I am the storm (your lights go off) I am the force (your lights go off) that always keeps you guessing how far away always keeps you guessing and I would keep my head underwater I heard that the air's been poisoned here to give your breath to another will calm down the currents as my skies turn clear I'm light as a feather stiff as remorse run from the storm that calls for you it turns all your fears into water to translate your name into thunder (your lights go off) I am the storm (your lights go off) that always keeps you guessing how far away always keeps you guessing I'll always keep you guessing when I will destroy always keep you guessing run from the storm that follows you did you know that I was the storm? that always keeps you guessing how far away always keeps you guessing I'll always keep you guessing when I will destroy always keep you guessing I am the storm light as a feather stiff as remorse
7.
when will they return for me? a beam of light sent through the streets my skin, it crawls with urgency curse the one who turns on me they will take me back to see where my home was suppose to be when will they return for me? curse the one who turned on me how did I come to terms with the pores of my cultural erosion? cause when it comes and it goes then it comes and it goes in distortions it hurts that I have to let it go though it's so precious to me, I am losing the language so when will they return for me? (comes and it goes then it comes and it goes) it was so precious to me now I'm riddled with anguish I have to let it go and it's so scary to me that I am losing the language if you were all my enemies then where was home suppose to be? when will they return for me? curse the one who turned on me

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'My Sacrifices, My Demands' is an EP follow-up to the full length album 'Injury' released on April 21, 2017, as a 7 song collection that puts intention into how to deal with the demons of past traumas that were sourced + surfaced through 'Injury'. This EP invokes the strength towards where to go from here with said demons + further investigates the story of the Bedroom Witch

A sacrifice of the self, a demand for the self

Over the weekend (8/11-8/13) all sales for this album will go towards the recovery/flight costs of a dear friend Reyna who was shot in the lung while on tour out of the country
to send her direct support please donate to her paypal: Nuevacaligula@gmail.com
<3 send thoughts towards her healing

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released August 11, 2017

all tracks written and recorded by sepehr mashiahof (bedroom witch)

mastered by Rhyan Riesgo (todavía)
todaviamusic.bandcamp.com

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The Bedroom Witch Los Angeles, California

Cast as the misunderstood maker of the veil, the Bedroom Witch lyrically chants spells alluding to an inevitable apocalypse while embodying the creative exhaustion of isolation. Her aesthetics build on dark pop ballads, an ominous execution of chord progressions through mysterious allure and a danceable haunting that produces the nostalgic agony of Hell/Limbo theories ... more

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